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Jul. 22nd, 2008 | 02:22 am
mood: 
rejected
music: Bitter Sweet Symphony-The Verve
Life is so mean....;____;
I had taken a nap since I'd stayed up all night and my stomach was hurting. I wake up to find out the rest of the family had left me behind to get some Taco Bell and go shopping. (I really don't like them for that...TTwTT) When I wake up, my lil' sister says that there's Pepsi in the fridge and of course I help myself to some since it's normally for everyone.
This is the part that seriously crushed me though...
My little brother was taking forever to get off of WoW and I was getting irritated. He finally gets off and restarts the computer and I'm a bit more happy. So I'm talking to my gf for about 5 minutes and then my mom comes in from somewhere and says,"Give me the computer. I want it for an hour and a half at least. And I absolutely cracked. I didn't want to get off. I had been asleep and hadn't got the computer for the entire afternoon. When I get just 5 minutes on, she comes in and ruins it...;w; I was literally in tears while trying to tell my gf I had to go, although I seriously didn't want to. I had a glass of pepsi near me and my mom said I was a bitch for drinking her pepsi. I wasn't awake. How the fuck was I supposed to know it was hers?!
I really feel as if I'm rejected in this house...;_; Nobody's ever nice to me here and it really tears me up inside. It's not any better at school either. Everyone started to really dislike me when the rumor of me being gay was spread through the 8th and 7th...and confirmed. I try to ignore them when they look at me like I'm some sort of monster or something...All because I have no interests in guys, fashion, make-up, jewelry, or all that girly stuff...DX
TThe reject me for liking what they tihnk is weird. Handling wild animals, wrestling with my big dogs to get them back into their cages, and for being so quiet all the time. D: I'm absolutely silent and I stick out of our group of chatter box kids like a sore thumb.
I have...one...two..maybe even three friends at school. All of my true friends are online...I don't really talk to anybody if I don't know them well, but if they turn out to understand some of my problems as much as I do, then I kind of get a little less shy around them since they can understand me and such...
Oops....I got to blabbering again, sorry about that...^^;
Well, see ya later for now, y'all!
~Ange
I had taken a nap since I'd stayed up all night and my stomach was hurting. I wake up to find out the rest of the family had left me behind to get some Taco Bell and go shopping. (I really don't like them for that...TTwTT) When I wake up, my lil' sister says that there's Pepsi in the fridge and of course I help myself to some since it's normally for everyone.
This is the part that seriously crushed me though...
My little brother was taking forever to get off of WoW and I was getting irritated. He finally gets off and restarts the computer and I'm a bit more happy. So I'm talking to my gf for about 5 minutes and then my mom comes in from somewhere and says,"Give me the computer. I want it for an hour and a half at least. And I absolutely cracked. I didn't want to get off. I had been asleep and hadn't got the computer for the entire afternoon. When I get just 5 minutes on, she comes in and ruins it...;w; I was literally in tears while trying to tell my gf I had to go, although I seriously didn't want to. I had a glass of pepsi near me and my mom said I was a bitch for drinking her pepsi. I wasn't awake. How the fuck was I supposed to know it was hers?!
I really feel as if I'm rejected in this house...;_; Nobody's ever nice to me here and it really tears me up inside. It's not any better at school either. Everyone started to really dislike me when the rumor of me being gay was spread through the 8th and 7th...and confirmed. I try to ignore them when they look at me like I'm some sort of monster or something...All because I have no interests in guys, fashion, make-up, jewelry, or all that girly stuff...DX
TThe reject me for liking what they tihnk is weird. Handling wild animals, wrestling with my big dogs to get them back into their cages, and for being so quiet all the time. D: I'm absolutely silent and I stick out of our group of chatter box kids like a sore thumb.
I have...one...two..maybe even three friends at school. All of my true friends are online...I don't really talk to anybody if I don't know them well, but if they turn out to understand some of my problems as much as I do, then I kind of get a little less shy around them since they can understand me and such...
Oops....I got to blabbering again, sorry about that...^^;
Well, see ya later for now, y'all!
~Ange
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Nothing Much Going On...
Jul. 21st, 2008 | 08:00 am
location: At the desk
mood: 
bored
Hi. ^^ I'm new to LJ. >w< I joined because my gf also has one. :D I'm possibly not going to be on this alot, but I'll be on every now and again. :3